heartfelt

I'm so selfish. Quite frankly, I've been overly selfish lately, wait, all the time. While I keep thinking about me I am doing no good for myself and the people around me. I find myself saying

"why me" . My life struggles right now are mere shadows compared to the giant struggles people around me are suffering through. So instead of saying "why me" .... I want to say " I'll pray for you".

It's so not about me.

I want to dedicate this post to all and anyone who is suffering with pain, hurt, trials and tribulations, anger, hate, the loss of a loved one, the diagnoses of an illness, missing a loved one who has passed or anything that needs praying for.

I will pray for you. Because quite frankly, it's not about me.

My heart goes out to each of you who I know and those I don't. Although I might not know the pain or suffering you are enduring right now, I do know that we serve a mighty God. I pray that through this time that you latch onto the Lord and never let go.

May the Lord bless you and keep you.

the mystery meat.....spam.

Have you ever had spam? like the real thing that comes in a metal can? I have. Let me tell you something.....I was desperate, ok? I just didn't decide one day that I wanted to TRY let a lone EAT spam. What the heck is spam anyway? I digress.....

I was in colorado on a camping trip for 9 days. We had all of our belongings in a backpack. 50-70lbs trapped to your back, including parts of your tent, cook ware, clothes, food, and you guessed it.... spam. Space is limited people. I can't just juggle around a bag a lays chips, lunch meat and bread. It's gotta be compact food. So spam was included. We had it for breakfast one morning. Quite frankly, I don't remember what it taste like, but I know it wasn't pleasant. Let's just say, I will not be eating spam in the near future.

This post really isn't about the mystery meat we have known to love, spam. It's about the spam that isn't a meat. Email spam.

Gosh darn-it people, I have had MORE people, companies, whatever you wanna call it, spam me on my previous posts leaving me comments in chinese? I mean really, CHINESE?????? ( i kinda want to get an interpreter to read it to me so i know what it says). This weekend I was sent 8 emails of people spamming my blog and leaving comments. All in chinese, go figure.

With that said, I am going PRIVATE. I really hate to do this but I really don't want anymore chinese written on my previous or future posts. So for all of you ( which is not many ) who read my blog and want to continue to have a sneak peak into my spam-free life, PLEASE send me an email at Kms03b@yahoo.com or leave a comment on this post.

This will be effective this Friday Feb. 5th, 2010.

Please don't be shy.

It's ok, I'm a blog stalker too. I realized that I LOVE peering into other peoples lives who are just a click away on my macbook.

Whether I know you really well, just met or have NEVER met, I would love for you to continue to get to know me on this wonderful journey I am on. :)

Email me or leave a comment with your email address!

Thanks ya'll!